Hiatus✨

Today, I decided to uninstall my social media apps. 📵

I'm okay. I'm just tired. I need some deep rest from the world. I'm off for a long while. But I'll come back. Please wait for me. 🦋

Hii Alison, my secret friend. For now, I let you handle my Instagram account. Kindly change my password so I will not be tempted to open it. Please handle it with care. Don't do anything bad with it. For the meantime, just help me gain more followers. I don't answer phone calls so just text me here, 09279511830. Thanks a lot! 🤍

Hii Jagiya, I miss you. Even if I have to disappear again in order to fix myself, I promise to come back stronger. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I always do this long rest, right? There were really times when I had to deactivate my accounts or I just uninstall my apps just to rest from the world. It's my thing. And I'm fine with this. Always remember that I love you so much. I love you, always. I'm sorry if I can't be there for you for now. Just text, call or sometimes come to our house. I want to hug you so bad. :'(

Hii Mr. Wrong. Kindly fix yourself too. Be happy and be stronger. Prove it to my family, prove it to me but prove it to yourself first. I still like you and I still want us to be friends even if you keep on hurting me. But please don't hurt me more. I'll wait for you to become Mr. Right. If it still me whom you want to spend the rest of your life with, give me back the ring that I returned to you on my birthday when the right time comes, when I come back. If it's not me anymore, just keep the ring with you or throw it somewhere far away. By then, I'll understand. No worries. And thank you. :)

Hii Nicole, Akira, Diane, Claire, Alyssa, Mikaela, Anjelika, Abbie, Sasah, Mylene, Ken, Shaine, Lala, Rhodes, Lynsel, Rachelle, Princess, Marge, Triesha, Shahira, Kiera, Kylie and Yuri. I miss you, my sweetest students that I met last year in my first three months of teaching. Thank you for being the expressive and appreciative ones. I admitted that you're the students that I got close with because of meaningful reasons. Yes, I have my special reasons why I somehow got attached to all of you. Sincerely, one reason is that you  made me feel special as your teacher. Another big reason is that you trust me with your life stories. It's with great pleasure and honor to be able to listen/talk with you, to help you when you're not okay and to make you smile and be happy when you're sad. Even if I am not your teacher now, I'm still here for all of you. You may not know how much I appreciated you all but I'm truly thankful that I had you as my students. I never knew that I will be loved like this. You gave me the strength to continue my life. You gave me the purpose of my living. You gave me the brightest light in my worst and darkest times. And you gave me the genuine love that I will always feel and I never forget for as long as I live. You're one of the few reasons why I want to keep on teaching. And to all students, to the other students (Grade 7, Grade 9, Grade 11 and Grade 12-ABM & GAS) that I had, sincerely, you mean a lot to me. I genuinely love you with all my heart and soul. Stay strong, my beloved students. You always have a special space in this fragile but brave heart of mine. Thank you for coming in to my life. I'm grateful to know you and your wonderful souls. Always remember that there's someone named, "Ma'am Quen" who always love you, who always believe in you and who always support you. I am proud of you. I'm sorry if you can't reach me for now, for a long time. But you will always in my prayers. Keep going. Be happy and enjoy your youth. Keep safe. Padayon! Sending you all, long tight hugs. XOXO. I love you all. 🤍🤍🤍

Hii, to you who are reading this. I know you're doing okay but you're not fine at all. Still, I'm proud of you that you keep on fighting. Even if you think things are tough every single day, remember that you are tougher than any of that. Even if you think, you are a mess right now, keep going. It's normal because you're a human. I know you you're feeling ruined and wasted but you have to continue your life. For now, focus on yourself. Focus on your growth. Seek and make opportunities. Don't forget to be happy and smile in times like this. You have to enjoy and have fun. Love yourself and take good care of yourself. Be kind to the world. Be kind to your heart. Always choose love. Always pray to God. Trust Him and His greatest plan for you. I know you're doing your best. You are a wonderful person. You have a beautiful soul. So keep on doing your best. For I know, it will be worth it someday. I know you're just tired so you really need a rest. Your fragile heart needs a rest and medication. Rest well, my Queen. 🦋

Keep safe, take care always and stay healthy, friends and strangers. I'll just update here on my blog. See me here ~ 🤍

Let's meet again someday. Sending you my love and prayers everyday. Please take care of yourself. Fighting! God bless. 🤍

--Miss Fluent in Silence♡