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Hi. I'm QUEIVE. He's CRISHAUNT.

Shanshan, that is the nickname I called him. He was the first person in college who confessed of liking me. 

I still remembered the first time I heard your name. I am seriously don't know you because I am just a transferee. But since that day SOJEAN, my classmate in high school, told me about you. She said, "May irereto ako sayo Queive."

My brother, ELY asked if you're handsome. haha. Sojean answered, "Oo, pogi kaso may girlfriend yata o nililigawan."

And we laughed. She's not sure but she wanted you for me. And that's ridiculous. She added, "Crishaunt ang pangalan."

Hmm. I don't really know how to react because I don't know you but your name marked on my head since then. Funny right? haha.

I somehow liked your name. I used to see you then on school because I joined the school publication which you're a member. 

And I saw you attending the meetings we had. That's the first time I saw you as what I know you as Crishaunt.

Hmm. You seem familiar. And then, I remembered that I already saw you before. You're just near in the same place where I live. I usually see you but I don't know what's your name and who you are.

Honestly, you have the looks. You're handsome as what Sojean told us. We're on the same year and you're taking another course.

And I also had a feeling that you're intelligent. But I seriously felt nothing. I don't want to involve with you because I know you're into someone else just like Sojean said.

I know for a handsome and smart guy like you, you're really into a special girl. That was what I thought.

Then came the RHEPC. I got the chance to talk to you. Our first talk.

We used to be together and we had our first talk. That is somehow memorable for me.

I got to talk to someone, to you and seriously that is not so me. haha.

We became close but not real close because of course, we just knew each other.

And for that little close of us, my classmates started to cheer for us.

They said that we're a good match. haha. And since then, they liked us being together.

The event ended and I don't really think you'll be serious on what they said on us.

Days past and you sent friend request to me and I confirmed it.

You approached me. You chatted me. And since then, we used to chat.

And I don't know you're intention at first but I thought we can be friends.

And then, you posted a poem that you make on FB that caught Yennel, my classmates and my friend's attention.

Actually, I really don't care about it. haha. But because they're pointing it out on me, I became interested on it.

We actually had a deal with Yennel that it was not for me. So I bet her to chat and ask you who is that poem for. haha. 

And I lost that bet so I treat her some food.

That day, you chatted me and you said, it was really for me. You also confessed that you like me.

Actually at first, I don't know how I feel but somehow I felt different.

Seriously? Me? haha. Why me? I was thinking. 

I'm so quiet. I'm timid. I'm not pretty. haha. But I'm kind.

Most especially, I'm the weirdest. Kwene is so weird. So I'm really confused.

There's also someone who also confessed of liking me. We used to talk at first. We used to be my older brother.

But some said that he's a playboy. Others say that he's not so good.

He said, he'll wait. But he nailed his promise.

I hope you're not like him.

At first, I do believe in signs. It's destiny or fate that we're in that place the very first day we talked.

That days they started to cheer that we're match.

(They saw something on us, how can I not see it?)

That day you gave me things. That days others continue to cheer that we're match. That day you said you like me. That day you said you'll wait until I'm ready. That day we unexpectedly sat beside each other in the jeep. That days we're working on the Tumbler's office. That days you sent me pictures. That days you made promises.

That day you're the first person I saw last school year. That day we're together in the Induction Ball. That day you made me cry. That day you hurt me. That day you said sorry. That day I forgave you. That day I shared you about my depression. That days I shared about faith. That days I shared about God. That day of Dedication Night.That day of Graduation Day. That day you said "I love you." That day we're on Dangare.

That days you tagged me on you posts. That day you ride me on your four-wheeled car. That days I dreamed about you.

And all the days you talked to me through chat or text.

I cherish every moments. I keep all our pictures. I really do treasure you as someone special to me.

But now, most especially I do believe in God's will. As I always say to you, three things: Right time. God's plan. God's will.

You made me special. You treated me special. You gave me things. You gave me gifts. You made me smile. You made me laugh. You also hurt me. You made me cry. I gave another chance. And you made promises. You said you'll wait. So let's see.