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Hi. I watched the Korean Drama, "We All Cry Differently". It was so good that it made me cry. It taught me that, "Humans cry in order to survive. We all cry differently."

Hmm. So I ask myself, how do I cry? I realized many things. I cry whenever and wherever I want to cry. I'm such a crybaby so if there's really tears coming out, I can't help myself but to cry. So many really saw me cry. And it was so embarrassing. It's just the tears that can't be helped. Hmm. But most of the time, I cry hard but in silence. Can you imagine that? It is hard to cry in silence. I cry in my bed with my pillows and blanket when no one can see me. But I also experienced crying in front of my closest friends. It's because I trust them.

Why do I cry? I cry when I'm hurt. I'm hurt because of harsh words. I cry when I feel I don't belong. I cry when I'm being controlled. I cry when I'm sad. I cry when I'm pissed off. I cry when I'm mad. I cry whenever someone play with my feelings. I cry when I feel betrayed. I cry when I find out the painful truth and painful lies. I cry because of hard problems. I cry because I'm confused. I cry whenever I feel worthless. I cry when I overthink. I cry when I'm broken. I cry when I'm heart broken. I cry whenever I feel pain. I'm really a sensitive and soft-hearted person so I hurt a lot. I also cry because of sad and touching movies. I cry when I'm scared. For example is on how I'm scared to spiders. I really cried back then when someone scared me with fake spider toy. Hoho. Hmm. I cry when I really miss someone I love, to the point that I really wanted to see that someone. I cry when I reminiscing. I cry with the happy and wonderful memories. Sometimes I cry because of good and bad changes. It's just hard when I'm used to it then there will be a big change. I cry when I received gifts from the heart. Actually, I'm one of some people who like material things. I value material things more because I like to collect and treasure the memories given by other people. For me it's not really about the material things but the meaningful story and memories behind it. Sometimes I cry when someone surprise me with the sweetest things. It's because I never experienced being cared and loved so much. But it's fine with me, just saying. Haha. I also cry when someone makes me feel special. I always appreciate things especially the little things. And I automatically cry whenever I see people cry. It is especially whenever I see my parents, my twin sister and my closest friends cry. It literally breaks my heart because it really hurts to see them cry. But there are also times when I cry because I'm happy. It is the happy tears. I cry for excellence, success and achievements. I cry when I make someone proud, especially my family, my parents and my closest friends. I cry when I feel proud, satisfied and contented.

It is true that humans cry to survive. I believe that I survive until now because I always cry. I'm really expert now in crying. Haha. For me it's not really a bad thing. It is true that we all cry differently. You, how do you cry? Why do you cry? Let me know. Share it to me. Message me. Keep surviving! Ubuntu!

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Quen♡